Halfway down.
I can't decide if I hate you, or I like you, and more importantly if you return these pointless feelings. But what's definite, is that these feelings need to go away.
There's no point in holding on, or hoping. Some things aren't meant to be.
Even if all the stars in the sky say that it's right.
Hey there! Sorry for that little piece of lamenty business I just felt it was necessary. I find that the older I grow the more stress I have to deal with, and sometimes removing it piece by piece makes me feel better. Exams (yes my school is a little crazy, I had my SA1 in May I think and then now I'm having my CA's before my Promos.) are kicking in and I'm just...dealing with it. The amount of things I need to talk about to make myself feel better start with-
YAY here we go! My new Galaxy shoes :) I painted them myself off a black base. I just really enjoyed doing this, soooo like maybe if I'm free enough and bored enough and like feel like throwing myself out of JC I'll do these over the holidays. I don't know, my school has (in my opinion) literally been threatening us with the prospect of retaining. Not that it's not real, but more of that it's annoying and how they're in utter refusal to boost any of us up this year. (Not that they should, I guess?) This is a development from the threat that was made earlier in the year to arts classes specifically that we can beg and appeal all we want, we won't get advanced because if we don't make it it's our fault not the teachers. Again, slightly rude and extremely annoying. The tactic here is , as far as I'm concerned, a crude method of pushing us into excelling.
Never mind that, because as to how well the threat works we'll only find out later in the year. I call it a threat because the tone they put it across and the way they use it is...slightly unpleasant. (I'm typing this entire second portion the next morning, because I went to watch Red2 last night and dang that was fabulous. I really enjoyed myself! ) Happy national day by the way! As patriotic as we feel, or not, it's time to celebrate the independance of the little red dot with a smile, and be coerced into singing the national anthem for a change.
I've had a pretty rad week, although marred slightly by the tests I had to endure right before the long weekend. And then next week are my real tests so it's like I can't really hang out or do much. I'm probably heading out for lunch on Sunday with M and N! I really haven't seen (omg ignore the pun) them both in ages. I'll probably be bringing robyn, but since everyone can't stay long- you know. I've had these people around me for 6 years now. And I still hold them dear. Even if we don't see each other that much. Or talk that much- they're still people I know I can rely on. Anyway much to my mother's horror, if she ever sees this, is that my board has arrived in Singapore and is due for delivery :P I chose baby pink on blue wheels. So it's gonna be fun! (I'll instagram it for sure.) Finally got to go check out B's new house, and meet his dog Haato who- yes- humped me on the leg, and subsequently on the arm. My diagnosis is that either I'm a complete bitch (get the pun?) or the dog is as wound up as the owner...
Either way, I need to get my hands on breakfast :P
xoxo
There's no point in holding on, or hoping. Some things aren't meant to be.
Even if all the stars in the sky say that it's right.
Hey there! Sorry for that little piece of lamenty business I just felt it was necessary. I find that the older I grow the more stress I have to deal with, and sometimes removing it piece by piece makes me feel better. Exams (yes my school is a little crazy, I had my SA1 in May I think and then now I'm having my CA's before my Promos.) are kicking in and I'm just...dealing with it. The amount of things I need to talk about to make myself feel better start with-
Never mind that, because as to how well the threat works we'll only find out later in the year. I call it a threat because the tone they put it across and the way they use it is...slightly unpleasant. (I'm typing this entire second portion the next morning, because I went to watch Red2 last night and dang that was fabulous. I really enjoyed myself! ) Happy national day by the way! As patriotic as we feel, or not, it's time to celebrate the independance of the little red dot with a smile, and be coerced into singing the national anthem for a change.
I've had a pretty rad week, although marred slightly by the tests I had to endure right before the long weekend. And then next week are my real tests so it's like I can't really hang out or do much. I'm probably heading out for lunch on Sunday with M and N! I really haven't seen (omg ignore the pun) them both in ages. I'll probably be bringing robyn, but since everyone can't stay long- you know. I've had these people around me for 6 years now. And I still hold them dear. Even if we don't see each other that much. Or talk that much- they're still people I know I can rely on. Anyway much to my mother's horror, if she ever sees this, is that my board has arrived in Singapore and is due for delivery :P I chose baby pink on blue wheels. So it's gonna be fun! (I'll instagram it for sure.) Finally got to go check out B's new house, and meet his dog Haato who- yes- humped me on the leg, and subsequently on the arm. My diagnosis is that either I'm a complete bitch (get the pun?) or the dog is as wound up as the owner...
Either way, I need to get my hands on breakfast :P
xoxo
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