Finally, an Update.
I am a smelly git for not updating for such a long time, but for those who are reading this, welcome back! Or more like, hey, I'm back! And I'm still alive, thank goodness for that. Well loads of things have happened since my last post, so many nasty smelly dramatic bits and then some rather better, happier ones.
I can take a break from the Drama, but the Drama never leaves me. It's like I'm a magnet for both the positive and the negative kind- from Acting Drama to like literally "why-are-you-doing-this-cow" types of drama, involving friends and sometimes friends' friends. All, however, I am receptive to, and basically I've had a ball of the time with the drama I've been going through, and it's been invigorating and entertaining somewhat. I wish I had more patience sometimes though, and I suppose this is an amazing training ground for it. In other news, I basically crammed in time to watch Phantom of the Opera somehow and Taming of the Shrew with YT :) Over the last couple of weeks.
If my typing suddenly becomes very spastic, it's because I've taken to listening Joe Hisaishi's Merry Go Round of Life for the evening and I've been spending a great amount of time absorbing the music. If you would like to experience magic, just sit back and listen to his music. It's gold for the ears. And it's a lot of good for the heart too. I've had so much to think about and my emotions are all topsy turvy. And Maybe there's a little die hard piece of block in me that refuses to give into circumstance still.
Now Promos has literally come and gone, and so has my PW OP and I'm so happy that's done with. I cannot finish appreciating my group members for the work they have all put in, and the patience, and how amazingly swell the presentation and the project had gone through despite our (Little to literally minimal) efforts. Spent some quality time with Lancelot recently and can't wait for this week to be over so I can hang out with him again. Sometimes I think he keeps the sanity in me by beating stupidity out of me with his presence. It's incredibly comforting at times. Caught up with an old friend over a cuppa the friday before, and we had a good time of laughing. Everyone has basically gone back to their schedules and I'm just preparing for the next big part of my life.
J2. The nightmare year, in all sense of the word.
From that alone, you can guess the status of my promotional exams- I have passed, of course not spectacularly, but with decent grades, in my opinion. It was funny enough I got a B, for maths of all subjects, but rather the proximity all my marks were to a stinky D instead of a plain old E. But oh well, beggars can't be choosers and I already thank heaven for the fact that I have somehow made it through this year unscathed, and will be moving on up with the majority of my batchmates. What haunts me is those who I will not see as often next year, lost without their presence, it's so surreal, the fact that people can disappear so quietly over an Exam. Some are going home, some going far away. It's scary.
I repeat the mantra that though the people have left my side, the memories we have created are not going to change, and they will be moments in time, snapshots of a time long lost. However, it does not decrease their qualities. Memories are memories. The person I knew then is what I knew and I'll leave it at that.
Surprisingly it's this thought that has kept me above the waters that drown so many. Wether it was heartbreak (if you can even count it that) or fall outs, or random moments that I find myself beneath or above my predicaments, I found this the most comforting thought.
I dropped by AFA over the weekend, while having a 6 hour shopping MARATHON with R, who was only amazing enough to either exhaust me/ distract me away from eating lunch properly or anything of the sort. It was so fun though, we share a shoe size so it's tons of Fun :P She's heading to korea shortly and a month from then I'll be heading for my own holiday, and we went shopping at forever 21. I found a sequined moustache sweat shirt so obviously I bought it because I'm delirious. I have a whole ton of sweaters now, and none of them are suitable (well almost all) for our weather. D: But here I am, with armfuls of sweaters.
Also comes the matter of my crazy bipolar heart that literally has been set off on the cold switch- you know the burn of liquid nitrogen? it's so ironic, ice so cold it burns you. But yes I have successfully applied that to someone who I find has tortured me to the point I want to torture him (you deserved it, as far as I'm concerned honestly it's hard enough for me, thank you for aggravating my situation) so good news, I will find ways and means to show you how much I detest you from this point on. Whether it means finding manual labour or whatever I WILL FIND WAYS TO GET YOUR HEAD IN A LOCK. Imagine my rage. Just imagine it.
Anyway I have a ...like 7 hour day of school again tomorrow with 3 hour lecture blocks.
What is life.
xoxo
I can take a break from the Drama, but the Drama never leaves me. It's like I'm a magnet for both the positive and the negative kind- from Acting Drama to like literally "why-are-you-doing-this-cow" types of drama, involving friends and sometimes friends' friends. All, however, I am receptive to, and basically I've had a ball of the time with the drama I've been going through, and it's been invigorating and entertaining somewhat. I wish I had more patience sometimes though, and I suppose this is an amazing training ground for it. In other news, I basically crammed in time to watch Phantom of the Opera somehow and Taming of the Shrew with YT :) Over the last couple of weeks.
If my typing suddenly becomes very spastic, it's because I've taken to listening Joe Hisaishi's Merry Go Round of Life for the evening and I've been spending a great amount of time absorbing the music. If you would like to experience magic, just sit back and listen to his music. It's gold for the ears. And it's a lot of good for the heart too. I've had so much to think about and my emotions are all topsy turvy. And Maybe there's a little die hard piece of block in me that refuses to give into circumstance still.
Now Promos has literally come and gone, and so has my PW OP and I'm so happy that's done with. I cannot finish appreciating my group members for the work they have all put in, and the patience, and how amazingly swell the presentation and the project had gone through despite our (Little to literally minimal) efforts. Spent some quality time with Lancelot recently and can't wait for this week to be over so I can hang out with him again. Sometimes I think he keeps the sanity in me by beating stupidity out of me with his presence. It's incredibly comforting at times. Caught up with an old friend over a cuppa the friday before, and we had a good time of laughing. Everyone has basically gone back to their schedules and I'm just preparing for the next big part of my life.
J2. The nightmare year, in all sense of the word.
From that alone, you can guess the status of my promotional exams- I have passed, of course not spectacularly, but with decent grades, in my opinion. It was funny enough I got a B, for maths of all subjects, but rather the proximity all my marks were to a stinky D instead of a plain old E. But oh well, beggars can't be choosers and I already thank heaven for the fact that I have somehow made it through this year unscathed, and will be moving on up with the majority of my batchmates. What haunts me is those who I will not see as often next year, lost without their presence, it's so surreal, the fact that people can disappear so quietly over an Exam. Some are going home, some going far away. It's scary.
I repeat the mantra that though the people have left my side, the memories we have created are not going to change, and they will be moments in time, snapshots of a time long lost. However, it does not decrease their qualities. Memories are memories. The person I knew then is what I knew and I'll leave it at that.
Surprisingly it's this thought that has kept me above the waters that drown so many. Wether it was heartbreak (if you can even count it that) or fall outs, or random moments that I find myself beneath or above my predicaments, I found this the most comforting thought.
I dropped by AFA over the weekend, while having a 6 hour shopping MARATHON with R, who was only amazing enough to either exhaust me/ distract me away from eating lunch properly or anything of the sort. It was so fun though, we share a shoe size so it's tons of Fun :P She's heading to korea shortly and a month from then I'll be heading for my own holiday, and we went shopping at forever 21. I found a sequined moustache sweat shirt so obviously I bought it because I'm delirious. I have a whole ton of sweaters now, and none of them are suitable (well almost all) for our weather. D: But here I am, with armfuls of sweaters.
Also comes the matter of my crazy bipolar heart that literally has been set off on the cold switch- you know the burn of liquid nitrogen? it's so ironic, ice so cold it burns you. But yes I have successfully applied that to someone who I find has tortured me to the point I want to torture him (you deserved it, as far as I'm concerned honestly it's hard enough for me, thank you for aggravating my situation) so good news, I will find ways and means to show you how much I detest you from this point on. Whether it means finding manual labour or whatever I WILL FIND WAYS TO GET YOUR HEAD IN A LOCK. Imagine my rage. Just imagine it.
Anyway I have a ...like 7 hour day of school again tomorrow with 3 hour lecture blocks.
What is life.
xoxo
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