Soft Fudge Brownies
O N E H U N D R E D
Thank you all for sticking with me till this point, if you've been reading from the very beginning when I started this blog on this URL almost a year back (before the End Of O's) how did you not get bored of my incessant rambles?
All the same, thanks for sticking with me, and hopefully you've seen me and my life change in ways that I can't imagine. I would go through all the old things I've done but that's just far too much information, and far too much things to think of and go through. I titled the post after something I just baked- a chocolate fudge brownie (a really big one!) It's also an allusion to something not-so-new in my life, and I'm very happy about it.
And very happy to have it.
It is rather ironic, in that sense, that things that have happened nearly almost a year ago still haunt you, unlike how I've put those away as memories of a time gone by. I have other things and other focuses now, but it seems that some people will never give up on their self wallowing, self indulgent ways of living, that they are the centre of the universe and all bow down in their glory-
If I'm guilty of that, I apologize sincerely, then again, I don't feel I'm like that.
I just read through my old posts I talk about sneakers alot and I think I'm hyper repetitive.
I've managed to watch myself grow I think, through writing so constantly- now these are really just the thoughts I publish into the internet, but there's always an outlet nearby for my thoughts, and you should know I pen pages upon pages a day of these ditties and writings and musings that travel around my brain. But it's been a relatively good start of the week, I had 5 hours of break in school today (No thanks to the timetabling committee because I went home at 5pm today) ( Please, reconsider this damn schedule) and tomorrow I prepare for another 3 hours of break and OH! 3 hours of econs to match that. How nice- like I'm not going to be bored to death by that, I'm sure.
This weekend was a good one. For those of you who know what PasarBella is but dread going all the way down to Turf City, they're having a pop-up thing happening at MBS which is literally making my week now, I'm seeing what I can do to go down there and grab dinner and drinks with friends. Funniest moment in walking there was my Dad asking me if I wanted a beer (because it was really hot and he was eating an entire hot dog ) and I literally told him in the face I didn't need to ask him if I could get one anymore because I could get it myself :'D
My Dad laughed, my mom nodded in half approval, I'd count it as a win for me!
Got my TWG fix as well, and am probably going to make this a very short post simply because homework and highlighting await me, a week before my holidays finally come. Oh but after that I have exams #muchjoy so yes it's not going to be a fun holiday, in that sense. But I'm trying desperately to find things to look forward to, you know, like life in General. Because everything is trivial.
I wonder how long it'll take for me to haul myself out of this impossible slump.
xoxo
Thank you all for sticking with me till this point, if you've been reading from the very beginning when I started this blog on this URL almost a year back (before the End Of O's) how did you not get bored of my incessant rambles?
All the same, thanks for sticking with me, and hopefully you've seen me and my life change in ways that I can't imagine. I would go through all the old things I've done but that's just far too much information, and far too much things to think of and go through. I titled the post after something I just baked- a chocolate fudge brownie (a really big one!) It's also an allusion to something not-so-new in my life, and I'm very happy about it.
And very happy to have it.
It is rather ironic, in that sense, that things that have happened nearly almost a year ago still haunt you, unlike how I've put those away as memories of a time gone by. I have other things and other focuses now, but it seems that some people will never give up on their self wallowing, self indulgent ways of living, that they are the centre of the universe and all bow down in their glory-
If I'm guilty of that, I apologize sincerely, then again, I don't feel I'm like that.
I just read through my old posts I talk about sneakers alot and I think I'm hyper repetitive.
I've managed to watch myself grow I think, through writing so constantly- now these are really just the thoughts I publish into the internet, but there's always an outlet nearby for my thoughts, and you should know I pen pages upon pages a day of these ditties and writings and musings that travel around my brain. But it's been a relatively good start of the week, I had 5 hours of break in school today (No thanks to the timetabling committee because I went home at 5pm today) ( Please, reconsider this damn schedule) and tomorrow I prepare for another 3 hours of break and OH! 3 hours of econs to match that. How nice- like I'm not going to be bored to death by that, I'm sure.
This weekend was a good one. For those of you who know what PasarBella is but dread going all the way down to Turf City, they're having a pop-up thing happening at MBS which is literally making my week now, I'm seeing what I can do to go down there and grab dinner and drinks with friends. Funniest moment in walking there was my Dad asking me if I wanted a beer (because it was really hot and he was eating an entire hot dog ) and I literally told him in the face I didn't need to ask him if I could get one anymore because I could get it myself :'D
My Dad laughed, my mom nodded in half approval, I'd count it as a win for me!
Got my TWG fix as well, and am probably going to make this a very short post simply because homework and highlighting await me, a week before my holidays finally come. Oh but after that I have exams #muchjoy so yes it's not going to be a fun holiday, in that sense. But I'm trying desperately to find things to look forward to, you know, like life in General. Because everything is trivial.
I wonder how long it'll take for me to haul myself out of this impossible slump.
xoxo
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