Sunrise
If you could take the time, you'd
Describe her soul the way she put her smile on.
If you could take the time, you'd
See how near she was, and how far.
If you could take the time, you'd
Try to remember and grab at every little piece of what you remember
Of her
And all her soul is and was.
It doesn't matter
That we were never close
Apart by wall
By circle
But I don't think any of us could ever
Turn a blind eye
To your Sunrise
Of a Soul.
Where ever you are now, I hope you're free.
There's more waiting for you past the horizon, that the rest of us can't reach. You've been called to venture into the vast oceans, and braved the stormy seas. You've been strong.
We'll see you on the other side, someday.
-
It's always a little difficult to rationalise the way you look at life, when it can be taken so suddenly away from those around you. It makes you think deeper, I think, and relive the darkness that haunts your soul, the dear insecurity you peg your pride and success to, and everything that in a flash becomes so awfully trivial. From the way you look to the way you speak, to everything and nothing. From the ends of the universe and back, from the bright light of the sun to it's reflection in the moon. Everything becomes nothing. But nothing is also everything.
I've managed to get through my CA1 scratch free- minus the stupidity of my Human Geography test that I was too sick and drugged (by my steroids) to take properly either way. I managed the literature retest rather successfully, and can finally put away my old nemesis- Chinese. Thank goodness I've cleared the last exam I'll ever have to take for the subject that tortures me to no end- I love languages, but pegging an exam to it doesn't quite add up, I guess. It's not testing my ability, it's pure torture ._.
Life has been good, I've reconnected with some old friends and have been putting effort into my running and swimming again, seeing as maybe my eye's problems are finally subsiding (touchwood!). The days progress slowly, and seem to drag on into forever. Maybe I just await the holidays with bated breath and a sense of urgency- I need to study for the coming SA's and somehow manage to pass and not die along the way- I don't like J2 very much, can you tell?
Life is a delicate balancing game of me, work, school, council. Teeter-totter, like a see-saw, what I do changes and so does the way I think. Letting go of BJD's as a hobby because of the advent of Uni, and the reality that I simply have no longer the patience or time to pursue it. :/
Life always seems to be changing. I guess change really is a constant.
xoxo
Describe her soul the way she put her smile on.
If you could take the time, you'd
See how near she was, and how far.
If you could take the time, you'd
Try to remember and grab at every little piece of what you remember
Of her
And all her soul is and was.
It doesn't matter
That we were never close
Apart by wall
By circle
But I don't think any of us could ever
Turn a blind eye
To your Sunrise
Of a Soul.
Where ever you are now, I hope you're free.
There's more waiting for you past the horizon, that the rest of us can't reach. You've been called to venture into the vast oceans, and braved the stormy seas. You've been strong.
We'll see you on the other side, someday.
-
It's always a little difficult to rationalise the way you look at life, when it can be taken so suddenly away from those around you. It makes you think deeper, I think, and relive the darkness that haunts your soul, the dear insecurity you peg your pride and success to, and everything that in a flash becomes so awfully trivial. From the way you look to the way you speak, to everything and nothing. From the ends of the universe and back, from the bright light of the sun to it's reflection in the moon. Everything becomes nothing. But nothing is also everything.
I've managed to get through my CA1 scratch free- minus the stupidity of my Human Geography test that I was too sick and drugged (by my steroids) to take properly either way. I managed the literature retest rather successfully, and can finally put away my old nemesis- Chinese. Thank goodness I've cleared the last exam I'll ever have to take for the subject that tortures me to no end- I love languages, but pegging an exam to it doesn't quite add up, I guess. It's not testing my ability, it's pure torture ._.
Life has been good, I've reconnected with some old friends and have been putting effort into my running and swimming again, seeing as maybe my eye's problems are finally subsiding (touchwood!). The days progress slowly, and seem to drag on into forever. Maybe I just await the holidays with bated breath and a sense of urgency- I need to study for the coming SA's and somehow manage to pass and not die along the way- I don't like J2 very much, can you tell?
Life is a delicate balancing game of me, work, school, council. Teeter-totter, like a see-saw, what I do changes and so does the way I think. Letting go of BJD's as a hobby because of the advent of Uni, and the reality that I simply have no longer the patience or time to pursue it. :/
Life always seems to be changing. I guess change really is a constant.
xoxo
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