BOOM
And an unsettling cloud of dust and rainbow glitter falls from the sky to Herald the fact that I, have once again-
BEEN PUT IN MY FIRST CHOICE.
Yes Yes Hurrah Niki you've managed to get yourself posted in TPJC Arts- though not as a totally willing party. Yes up to this point your brain, consciousness, heart and soul would like to say, that "Well Sure yeah we're cool and fine with TPJC but we all kind of maybe a lot wanted to extremely go to NP. And never do math again." Which I won't deny myself the right to feel that well I didn't really want to go to JC. People who are still reading or have read to this point know that JC was like the LAST option. Like Since Forever. And here I am at square one halfway between crying and celebrating.
But either way I can't say I'm not pleased. I have a direct bus to school. I don't need to change stops. I'm only 15 minutes away. I'm en Route for my parents to send me to school. I'm 3 stops away from a hot, home cooked meal (Thank the lord for my grandparents). My Grandfather will still come pick me up on a whimsy (so he can escape my grandmother). There's a shopping mall near by. The Uniform REALLY ISN'T GREEN (I'm serious it looks like teal to me) because I've worn green for 4 years and TRUST ME- I know what green looks like. I got the course I wanted in arts, I'm free to wear any hair tie colour. Okay. Okay.
There's like 6 people from my class in TPJC including myself, literally having half in science and half in arts! That's kind of mad- we'd probably stay together tomorrow? I hope we can. It'd make me feel much better than airing myself out alone. In my Green Uniform. Yeeeeesh. I've been to TPJC before though. Maybe it's time to go back to Guitar Ensemble as a CCA or something MAYBE MAYBE NOT. Thinking of Debate or back to Drama. It seems pretty interesting as-is. You know what I mean? :/ Going to JC means less time for a lot of things. But I swear- I will still try my best to maintain the ability to study hard, and play computer games hard, and probably exercise more.
Meh, I managed to survive 4 years of Secondary School in a chill manner. I'm going to try to do the same. No, I'm not a mugger, I refuse to be. I'll find my way around this. My Brain is pretty set. I refuse to sink in this environment, and succumb to the need to study overnight. No, I will have my way. I will keep my creativity at all costs, keep my sanity and keep my personality. I won't be molded away into something else. I've hoarded my childhood items for so long to lead up to this. Every Comic every diary every copy of manga, every drawing. Everything.
Let's hope this practice of blogging keeps me sane.
Wish me luck.
xoxo
BEEN PUT IN MY FIRST CHOICE.
Yes Yes Hurrah Niki you've managed to get yourself posted in TPJC Arts- though not as a totally willing party. Yes up to this point your brain, consciousness, heart and soul would like to say, that "Well Sure yeah we're cool and fine with TPJC but we all kind of maybe a lot wanted to extremely go to NP. And never do math again." Which I won't deny myself the right to feel that well I didn't really want to go to JC. People who are still reading or have read to this point know that JC was like the LAST option. Like Since Forever. And here I am at square one halfway between crying and celebrating.
But either way I can't say I'm not pleased. I have a direct bus to school. I don't need to change stops. I'm only 15 minutes away. I'm en Route for my parents to send me to school. I'm 3 stops away from a hot, home cooked meal (Thank the lord for my grandparents). My Grandfather will still come pick me up on a whimsy (so he can escape my grandmother). There's a shopping mall near by. The Uniform REALLY ISN'T GREEN (I'm serious it looks like teal to me) because I've worn green for 4 years and TRUST ME- I know what green looks like. I got the course I wanted in arts, I'm free to wear any hair tie colour. Okay. Okay.
There's like 6 people from my class in TPJC including myself, literally having half in science and half in arts! That's kind of mad- we'd probably stay together tomorrow? I hope we can. It'd make me feel much better than airing myself out alone. In my Green Uniform. Yeeeeesh. I've been to TPJC before though. Maybe it's time to go back to Guitar Ensemble as a CCA or something MAYBE MAYBE NOT. Thinking of Debate or back to Drama. It seems pretty interesting as-is. You know what I mean? :/ Going to JC means less time for a lot of things. But I swear- I will still try my best to maintain the ability to study hard, and play computer games hard, and probably exercise more.
Meh, I managed to survive 4 years of Secondary School in a chill manner. I'm going to try to do the same. No, I'm not a mugger, I refuse to be. I'll find my way around this. My Brain is pretty set. I refuse to sink in this environment, and succumb to the need to study overnight. No, I will have my way. I will keep my creativity at all costs, keep my sanity and keep my personality. I won't be molded away into something else. I've hoarded my childhood items for so long to lead up to this. Every Comic every diary every copy of manga, every drawing. Everything.
Let's hope this practice of blogging keeps me sane.
Wish me luck.
xoxo
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