★Lightning Rods and Heavy Rotation★
Hey there everyone! I'm sorry for the lack of blogging, because JC really does take the life out of me ^^; you know, as much as I don't like it and stuff.
Tomorrow I'm going to be invested.
I did this because I wanted you to be proud of me. And I really hope you are. I still wanna be the shining star on your chest. Yours to be happy for, yours to be proud of, yours always.
I GUESS MY FEELINGS ARE STILL ALL JAMBLED UP but thats okay, I think it's quite keeping me sane -ish. I've had plenty to do these past few, so safe to say the upcoming wednesday break is like GODSEND! Either way Hohoho I'm in like this brain dead zone, as the dick jokes we made in Math still swim around my head. YC, you are a terrible, terrible influence :P We also called Slim a penta-S today (don't ask why we kept laughing about it and teasing him for the rest of the day. Poor guy!) and I had school till like 8.30 pm which is mehhhhhh late but thank god I stay nearby enough so I didn't suffer too much coming home (or trying to get home.)
Basically I've spent my days lamenting and then watching Whose Line is it anyway to cheer myself up, busied myself with tons of council work and then packed myself with homework and then proceeded to lament somemore, including sad thoughts about how I found my cosy fuzzy blanket too small :< Like I seriously need to consider sewing two of them together ^^;. Did some fun things like make plans to go overseas and then dip dye my hair and stuff (with help from C) and then paint my nails to look like there was mint ice cream to make plans to meet Lancelot- I'm busying myself on purpose, to try and get all these thoughts and emptiness out of my head.
I'm gonna make this short then blog tomorrow :) Sorry ya'll. School and life just...gets to me.
xoxo
Tomorrow I'm going to be invested.
I did this because I wanted you to be proud of me. And I really hope you are. I still wanna be the shining star on your chest. Yours to be happy for, yours to be proud of, yours always.
I GUESS MY FEELINGS ARE STILL ALL JAMBLED UP but thats okay, I think it's quite keeping me sane -ish. I've had plenty to do these past few, so safe to say the upcoming wednesday break is like GODSEND! Either way Hohoho I'm in like this brain dead zone, as the dick jokes we made in Math still swim around my head. YC, you are a terrible, terrible influence :P We also called Slim a penta-S today (don't ask why we kept laughing about it and teasing him for the rest of the day. Poor guy!) and I had school till like 8.30 pm which is mehhhhhh late but thank god I stay nearby enough so I didn't suffer too much coming home (or trying to get home.)
Basically I've spent my days lamenting and then watching Whose Line is it anyway to cheer myself up, busied myself with tons of council work and then packed myself with homework and then proceeded to lament somemore, including sad thoughts about how I found my cosy fuzzy blanket too small :< Like I seriously need to consider sewing two of them together ^^;. Did some fun things like make plans to go overseas and then dip dye my hair and stuff (with help from C) and then paint my nails to look like there was mint ice cream to make plans to meet Lancelot- I'm busying myself on purpose, to try and get all these thoughts and emptiness out of my head.
I'm gonna make this short then blog tomorrow :) Sorry ya'll. School and life just...gets to me.
xoxo
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