To the Breadth, Height and Depth..
My Soul can reach.
Everything ends. I see myself crying my eyes out on Wednesday and locking myself in my house. I don't want to believe it's over. And yet I know that things fall apart, and not all fairy tales end with happy endings. Better to preserve the good memories, than let you lose your dreams for me.
209 days of bliss.
6 months and 28 days of happiness.
Thank you for the music.
So you guys can all guess what happened, but I'm coping! And I'm coping pretty well, you know, dealing with it and stuff. I don't think I'm going to let it eat me, not yet. I'm going to get past this, slowly. But it's a good thing, that I've seen other people deal with greater loss- and I'll make sure to take a leaf out of their books, be sad for a while, and then keep going on and staying positive and busy. It's all for the best, and it was pretty much mutually decided. But meh whatever, life goes on and I'll have to stay strong to brave the winds coming at me.
I've gotten a new computer! <3 Yeah I love my baby Mac, okay? :c It's lasted me 6 years and seriously I don't want to let it go because CAN YOU IMAGINE, THE DAMN THING IS STILL WORKING. Like it has less lag than the computers my friends bought like 6 months ago and - yeah I finally got my new computer but HAHAHAH- its a mac. I totally went against my own wishlist thing. Which is kind of Ironic and strange. Sigh, the days are getting tiring I assure you, and some stuff still ain't playing out the way it's supposed to, but I'll learn to adapt to the new level of work commitment needed I suppose.
I really love this mac so much :/ it and all it's teensy itsy bity little ram and 150GB hard drive which IS SOMEHOW lasting me... and all my Sims games, which is nutso. I'm going to be doing a couple of Costests soon and some little thing I've been KIND OF dying to do for a while now so I'm really excited to see those come into fruition, and I'm back on Chinese medication to combat my cramps. Hopefully things get better. You know, I wish that my classmates would stop laughing about how fat I am- yes it's funny, har har har I get it now shut the hell up and stop, okay?
Not that I really give a shit lah, you wanna laugh you laugh lor.
One day I'll come in the middle of the night and freaking transpose all my fats to you. =.= Okay? I get it. I'm doing something. I AM. Anyway enough angst, things are gonna get better (yup!)
Off to bed, there's plenty to do tomorrow.
xoxo
Everything ends. I see myself crying my eyes out on Wednesday and locking myself in my house. I don't want to believe it's over. And yet I know that things fall apart, and not all fairy tales end with happy endings. Better to preserve the good memories, than let you lose your dreams for me.
209 days of bliss.
6 months and 28 days of happiness.
Thank you for the music.
So you guys can all guess what happened, but I'm coping! And I'm coping pretty well, you know, dealing with it and stuff. I don't think I'm going to let it eat me, not yet. I'm going to get past this, slowly. But it's a good thing, that I've seen other people deal with greater loss- and I'll make sure to take a leaf out of their books, be sad for a while, and then keep going on and staying positive and busy. It's all for the best, and it was pretty much mutually decided. But meh whatever, life goes on and I'll have to stay strong to brave the winds coming at me.
I've gotten a new computer! <3 Yeah I love my baby Mac, okay? :c It's lasted me 6 years and seriously I don't want to let it go because CAN YOU IMAGINE, THE DAMN THING IS STILL WORKING. Like it has less lag than the computers my friends bought like 6 months ago and - yeah I finally got my new computer but HAHAHAH- its a mac. I totally went against my own wishlist thing. Which is kind of Ironic and strange. Sigh, the days are getting tiring I assure you, and some stuff still ain't playing out the way it's supposed to, but I'll learn to adapt to the new level of work commitment needed I suppose.
I really love this mac so much :/ it and all it's teensy itsy bity little ram and 150GB hard drive which IS SOMEHOW lasting me... and all my Sims games, which is nutso. I'm going to be doing a couple of Costests soon and some little thing I've been KIND OF dying to do for a while now so I'm really excited to see those come into fruition, and I'm back on Chinese medication to combat my cramps. Hopefully things get better. You know, I wish that my classmates would stop laughing about how fat I am- yes it's funny, har har har I get it now shut the hell up and stop, okay?
Not that I really give a shit lah, you wanna laugh you laugh lor.
One day I'll come in the middle of the night and freaking transpose all my fats to you. =.= Okay? I get it. I'm doing something. I AM. Anyway enough angst, things are gonna get better (yup!)
Off to bed, there's plenty to do tomorrow.
xoxo
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