I had Written a Post

But then I never Got down to posting it because I got so bleeding distracted by life and events and stuff that I just got so intensely busy. 

And thus here I am, comfortably dressed in Jeans and an Adventure time sweatshirt, sporting a white beanie, on the train. Heading towards the hospital, AGAIN, for another trip to gleneagles. And I'm posting by mobile! Yay me, I'm so tech savvy now. But seriously, if I had to post this way all the time i would really get arthritis of the thumbs because typing as fast as I think is proving to be very very tiring already. 

I have made resolutions, not on New Years, but things that came to me naturally and occurred to me as important. And I'm trying to live through with these resolutions. 

I have a feeling I'll be able to keep my resolutions this year, but honestly expect a super short post because the ache in my thumbs is really quite inhuman and I'm only at like 5% of my usual post length. Anyway back go school, JC2 is a pain as I expected and tiring, but not quite as bad as I had imagined it to be. when I say this, I mean that I expected the start of the year to be an avalanche on my system and for my body to fail more than it already has with the sudden influx of work and other random useless things that school brings, like PE. Council work is picking up and I've lost too many friends to the perils of Retaining. And I'm sad because of it. All my best girls got split up and I'm a bit sad because of it. 

I also struggle to maintain relationships and create new ones. Although my heart is set on one thing and one thing only right now (yes it's finally calmed the hell down and I have... Gotten what I wanted.) (Maybe it's the Stacey Kent that infiltrates my eardrums and sends me into romantic conundrums) 

Lay not a glance on the one I have affections for with affections of your own. Nails feel very different when you file them just right. 

You don't stand a chance anyway, the shoulder is reserved. 

Anyway I've had a few resolutions, but they all amount into the fact that this year I have promised to take care of myself this year. Whether it's the effect of being 18 or just some random need to pick up responsibility, I have started taking care of myself. Like finally having a beauty regime, or like how I'm finally remembering to wear perfume every morning, or how I'm pushing myself to get fit. And I think this get fit thing is really making a difference? I've loyally ran, swam and ran three days in a row which breaks my laziness record! :) and I can tell it's helping because yesterday when I ran I did all 4 rounds under 10 minutes or so and I didn't stop jogging. 

It's an achievement for me because I usually give up and I'm usually the last runner- well not this time, finally there were people who finished later than I! What a joy. 

I'm getting off the train so I'll sign off. 

Xoxo