The Best Weapon
Somehow, I feel that the best weapon I have, is to combat you with Happiness. To be fulfilled, to appreciate those around me, to be glad of what I have and prove to you I don't need you to remain emotionally fulfilled.
You proclaimed endlessly that you would never love again, and to almost quote, now you feel you won't date till you find "the one" and that I am responsible for the fall out. Okay, blame whoever you want. This is my closing statement to you. You know what you've done. You realize I saw your post, and you quickly unfollowed me from Twitter and then decided to change your blog. Pah. Pathetic. A sign of guilt if anything else.
Don't worry, I'm better now. Better than I ever have been. All the best, from this point on.
If you're wondering, follow me on Twitter, @Raspberry_rott (Or you could have always followed the link on my blog itself y'know.) I think that the above is really the closing statement to a chapter of my life, that I'm going to close today my cleansing myself of a few unnecessary items that I kept for no reason. It's about time anyway, I realize I plucked up the courage to move on, much faster this time, than the time before. Yup, I'm more comfortable this way.
I feel that I'm going about to liberate myself and change my life. I've changed my surroundings, changed my lifestyle habits, changed, changed, changed. And I think it really is for the better. I really am going to take Dance Seriously, and start doing something about myself. I'm going to have my Japanese Classes again, start meeting up with my friends more regularly, go out with a couple of people (whom I owe an outing), travel, shop, start writing seriously, baking and knocking things off my bucket list. I don't need you to survive, and I don't need you to remind me that there's an unhappy soggy blanket crawling on my back trying to guilt trip me into believing that I have made a mistake. It's not going to be me, because I do not buckle.
A lot of things you know about me, I am not.
A multidimensional Actor. You'll never get to see inside.
Reality blurs. I've forgotten who's the reality, who's the persona, and who's the facade.
Talking about Dance, on Thursday I hopped down to the Studio with the Neon Dancer to try out Dance classes. Okay first of all, Bad choice of outfit (although she insists it was okay, I suddenly understand the dancer vibe. I mean, you can feel a dancer when you see one. It's just that Aura. It literally scared the shit out of me.) and next of all, I manage to catch the steps, but not well enough? So blip bloop to that. Hopefully whatever minimal ability I have to do this, will display itself because I felt myself catching up, just too self-conscious because (dare I say it) I feel insanely green. But I really like it. I really like Dance. Considering I haven't touched it since I was 4 (and quit ballet), the fact is that I think it's....it's fun. I'm going to go regularly. Exciting exciting exciting! :)
Okay tomorrow Night, my G's birthdayyyy!!!! <3 Then I have to drop by the post office later whoooop.
xoxo
You proclaimed endlessly that you would never love again, and to almost quote, now you feel you won't date till you find "the one" and that I am responsible for the fall out. Okay, blame whoever you want. This is my closing statement to you. You know what you've done. You realize I saw your post, and you quickly unfollowed me from Twitter and then decided to change your blog. Pah. Pathetic. A sign of guilt if anything else.
Don't worry, I'm better now. Better than I ever have been. All the best, from this point on.
If you're wondering, follow me on Twitter, @Raspberry_rott (Or you could have always followed the link on my blog itself y'know.) I think that the above is really the closing statement to a chapter of my life, that I'm going to close today my cleansing myself of a few unnecessary items that I kept for no reason. It's about time anyway, I realize I plucked up the courage to move on, much faster this time, than the time before. Yup, I'm more comfortable this way.
I feel that I'm going about to liberate myself and change my life. I've changed my surroundings, changed my lifestyle habits, changed, changed, changed. And I think it really is for the better. I really am going to take Dance Seriously, and start doing something about myself. I'm going to have my Japanese Classes again, start meeting up with my friends more regularly, go out with a couple of people (whom I owe an outing), travel, shop, start writing seriously, baking and knocking things off my bucket list. I don't need you to survive, and I don't need you to remind me that there's an unhappy soggy blanket crawling on my back trying to guilt trip me into believing that I have made a mistake. It's not going to be me, because I do not buckle.
A lot of things you know about me, I am not.
A multidimensional Actor. You'll never get to see inside.
Reality blurs. I've forgotten who's the reality, who's the persona, and who's the facade.
Talking about Dance, on Thursday I hopped down to the Studio with the Neon Dancer to try out Dance classes. Okay first of all, Bad choice of outfit (although she insists it was okay, I suddenly understand the dancer vibe. I mean, you can feel a dancer when you see one. It's just that Aura. It literally scared the shit out of me.) and next of all, I manage to catch the steps, but not well enough? So blip bloop to that. Hopefully whatever minimal ability I have to do this, will display itself because I felt myself catching up, just too self-conscious because (dare I say it) I feel insanely green. But I really like it. I really like Dance. Considering I haven't touched it since I was 4 (and quit ballet), the fact is that I think it's....it's fun. I'm going to go regularly. Exciting exciting exciting! :)
Okay tomorrow Night, my G's birthdayyyy!!!! <3 Then I have to drop by the post office later whoooop.
xoxo
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