Boring Days
I'm really dying to do fun stuff since it's the holidays? But I'm kind of a little ass broke and I've been working. Which is dry because I'm doing office work, and it reinforces the thought within me that I cannot be a cubicle dweller, I think I'd literally collapse and die from the boxed in, boring job with the smell of the copier room wafting throughout the building and the sound of lame watercooler conversations.
Ugh. Like stale coffee, even.
Either way I've started looking at courses- if I can't go to IB and I'm dead against JC it's off to poly with me. I guess there was this element within me that said that JC was better, seeing as my only two elder cousins made it into VJC and I'm like "If I can make it to a new school I'll be damned!" In terms of my results, I wouldn't say they're horrible, but they're really quite cringe-worthy. I realize I've always been a B for math and then I realize that I've never had an A in Secondary school at all. How sobering.
So far, after looking through the pages of the JAE booklet and talking to my parents, I've only found 4 courses that I want to pursue. 4. Out of a couple hundred, I only see 4. I am seriously considering Communications and Media Management, or Applied Drama and Psychology, Maybe even Mass Comm or Advertising and public relations. But that's all I've come up with. The crux of the joke is that I am suddenly unsure if I can even make the L1R4 for these. It's like my confidence level after O's has plummeted.
Either way, I'm trying not to wittle away my holiday. I worked hard for 4 years to enjoy this thing and DAMN I will enjoy it... well as much as enjoying goes. I'm trying to think of making trips to Star Vista, and Sentosa, and hanging out with Lancelot and B (M) and doing shoots with B and going to town to shop and exploring the backstreets and hanging out with my BFFL's and just doing fun stuff and YES I'm gonna try and lose weight before the holiday transforms me, literally, into a whale.
I was thinking of seriously taking knitting lessons, or like dance lessons (So sue me I have 2 left feet but I wanna give it a shot) and maybe even, you know, script writing courses and stuff. I just seriously considered how I want to spend this holiday and I don't want to spend it in front of this bloody computer all day, honestly. Sigh. I guess it's time to plan for the trip! Well- my segment of the trip :)
xoxo
Ugh. Like stale coffee, even.
Either way I've started looking at courses- if I can't go to IB and I'm dead against JC it's off to poly with me. I guess there was this element within me that said that JC was better, seeing as my only two elder cousins made it into VJC and I'm like "If I can make it to a new school I'll be damned!" In terms of my results, I wouldn't say they're horrible, but they're really quite cringe-worthy. I realize I've always been a B for math and then I realize that I've never had an A in Secondary school at all. How sobering.
So far, after looking through the pages of the JAE booklet and talking to my parents, I've only found 4 courses that I want to pursue. 4. Out of a couple hundred, I only see 4. I am seriously considering Communications and Media Management, or Applied Drama and Psychology, Maybe even Mass Comm or Advertising and public relations. But that's all I've come up with. The crux of the joke is that I am suddenly unsure if I can even make the L1R4 for these. It's like my confidence level after O's has plummeted.
Either way, I'm trying not to wittle away my holiday. I worked hard for 4 years to enjoy this thing and DAMN I will enjoy it... well as much as enjoying goes. I'm trying to think of making trips to Star Vista, and Sentosa, and hanging out with Lancelot and B (M) and doing shoots with B and going to town to shop and exploring the backstreets and hanging out with my BFFL's and just doing fun stuff and YES I'm gonna try and lose weight before the holiday transforms me, literally, into a whale.
I was thinking of seriously taking knitting lessons, or like dance lessons (So sue me I have 2 left feet but I wanna give it a shot) and maybe even, you know, script writing courses and stuff. I just seriously considered how I want to spend this holiday and I don't want to spend it in front of this bloody computer all day, honestly. Sigh. I guess it's time to plan for the trip! Well- my segment of the trip :)
xoxo
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