Last Paper Adrenaline
It's the LAST paper and then I can kiss my stupid O's goodbye. 4 years of work leading up to this one exam over 3 weeks, to come to this day where I can finally say that I do not have to take O levels anymore. I guess time really flies, because 4 years doesn't seem like a lot but I have changed quite a lot during this period.
Secondary School is pretty much the making or breaking point, in my opinion, and your character and personality really just set in like, now. It's how we're pretty much going to be for the rest of our lives, possibly. A scary and overwhelming thought that finally this last push is going to be over. It's a thought widely circulated in my School, at least. The moment we enter we're reminded that we start preparing for O Levels now, well it didn't seem so real. I mean come on, 4 years is like forever.
Well not so, not really- now that I look back at it. The number of friends who came up, who faded into the background and those which I cast into my personal pit of hell just went up and down, forever fluctuating. The amount of worksheets and whatnot that I piled up? Amazing numbers. Simply amazing (I had to freaking clear it all out and I was like, Oooh amath file. *tosses*). So yup, everything my school has thrown in my face for 4 years and it's finally over. From talking about it, to getting near to it, to finishing it. All in a flash.
Anyway how was my yesterday? Well after tuition I just lazed about and played sims and stuff, since it's the last two papers and nobody's really free anyway. I think I'm a little complacent about Biology because it's always been my stronger science. But it doesn't mean I've worked less hard at all- I've been doing my papers and stuff and I've done the TYS like 4 times so it should be okay right? I mean, it should be. Well I hope it's enough argh who knows?!
Well you're never prepared enough for the exams. I hope today's gonna be an awesome one and that everything goes out with a delightful BANG! Just finish it all and hug all them people and wooooosh I'm done. Another chapter in my life closed with a light thud against the pages in front of it. There's so much more to look forward to, to do. It's a whole new world after this is over. And right now- it's looking breathtaking.
xoxo
Secondary School is pretty much the making or breaking point, in my opinion, and your character and personality really just set in like, now. It's how we're pretty much going to be for the rest of our lives, possibly. A scary and overwhelming thought that finally this last push is going to be over. It's a thought widely circulated in my School, at least. The moment we enter we're reminded that we start preparing for O Levels now, well it didn't seem so real. I mean come on, 4 years is like forever.
Well not so, not really- now that I look back at it. The number of friends who came up, who faded into the background and those which I cast into my personal pit of hell just went up and down, forever fluctuating. The amount of worksheets and whatnot that I piled up? Amazing numbers. Simply amazing (I had to freaking clear it all out and I was like, Oooh amath file. *tosses*). So yup, everything my school has thrown in my face for 4 years and it's finally over. From talking about it, to getting near to it, to finishing it. All in a flash.
Anyway how was my yesterday? Well after tuition I just lazed about and played sims and stuff, since it's the last two papers and nobody's really free anyway. I think I'm a little complacent about Biology because it's always been my stronger science. But it doesn't mean I've worked less hard at all- I've been doing my papers and stuff and I've done the TYS like 4 times so it should be okay right? I mean, it should be. Well I hope it's enough argh who knows?!
Well you're never prepared enough for the exams. I hope today's gonna be an awesome one and that everything goes out with a delightful BANG! Just finish it all and hug all them people and wooooosh I'm done. Another chapter in my life closed with a light thud against the pages in front of it. There's so much more to look forward to, to do. It's a whole new world after this is over. And right now- it's looking breathtaking.
xoxo
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