Disapointment
I guess with all the sunny days I have there are rainy days too, days where I'm not sad but I'm the thunder just exploding all over the floor because the way some people are just irks me.
For you guys/gals who have been reading you know I go on endlessly about how my BF always takes care of me and stuff and he really cares and adores me. And I it's not as if you can FORCE that emotion out of someone. I find that in spite, this little girl I used to know decided to rant about how she "doesn't even know how he can stand me", that I'm a "Two-faced bitch" and that she's so disappointed.
Wrong. You aren't even in a position to say stuff like that about me, or him.
Sure, me and your darling sister get along much better than we (you and me, you little piece of crap) could ever have, because your ears only hear what they want to hear. You're delusional and nonsensical and you're such a piece of whiny shit seriously, that no one finds you more likable than your sister. For saying that you regret even letting us get to know each other, you can't change the past. You were so unlikable and so LOW as to go and insult the BF that he's angry with you, and now one more person doesn't even like you.
Point is, I was never really your friend. You say my ovaries of steel are lies and that this thing or this personality of edgy sharpness is a facade. Wrong use of the word Facade, child. This is as real as it gets to a full blown bitch hurling spears into your pockmarked face. I am two faced. I am a bitch. But that's how I survived, isn't it? I'm not like you, forever licking people's feet for a little attention and crying about how I'm so sad and so pathetic. Being this way made me stronger and if you keep this "totally pure works" attitude up, you'll never survive the world. In a Girl's school you're supposed to learn how to survive among the best of bitches. I did. You're dead on the water.
Who am I kidding, you're barely surviving social life as it is, aren't you?
Call this a rant for now, I wanted to get this out of my system. But there's hardly a man on the planet who will rush to your doorstep on the knowledge that you're crying, or that you're sad, or that you're so upset and somewhat suicidal that he'd run to your doorstep at 11 at night to check if you're okay and freak the shit out of your father. There's only 1 guy I've seen like that and I have him. If you know nothing, don't insult people. It could come back to you harder than you expect.
Anyway today is Facial day at the new place (this isn't really a choice. My mother was all "YOU NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR FACE" not that I regret it or don't like it or anything, it's soothing and fun~). Yesterday was pretty much just blowing up at people and oh oh oh I got my hands on the new Sims 3 Season Expansion! So overjoyed, I was only going in to get supernatural but NO RIGHT THERE ON THE SHELF IS SEASONS.
Found it in Star Vista (?) the new shopping mall at Buona Vista. Omg that place is food heaven. Worth the trip there, I thinks, me and the BF have plans to go, so maybe when we're free I suppose. I'm uber happy because I got it on the first day of release and I've been kinda glued to it :P But it's got a lot of cool new stuff- bringing up my expansion pack total to 3. Had fish and chips yesterday, they were sooooo good. I have to be honest and say I still prefer Smiths near school, it's the only place I can get Gherkins straight out of the bottle.
Anyway got loads to do, again, sorry about the bitch post but I felt someone deserved it, greatly.
xoxo
For you guys/gals who have been reading you know I go on endlessly about how my BF always takes care of me and stuff and he really cares and adores me. And I it's not as if you can FORCE that emotion out of someone. I find that in spite, this little girl I used to know decided to rant about how she "doesn't even know how he can stand me", that I'm a "Two-faced bitch" and that she's so disappointed.
Wrong. You aren't even in a position to say stuff like that about me, or him.
Sure, me and your darling sister get along much better than we (you and me, you little piece of crap) could ever have, because your ears only hear what they want to hear. You're delusional and nonsensical and you're such a piece of whiny shit seriously, that no one finds you more likable than your sister. For saying that you regret even letting us get to know each other, you can't change the past. You were so unlikable and so LOW as to go and insult the BF that he's angry with you, and now one more person doesn't even like you.
Point is, I was never really your friend. You say my ovaries of steel are lies and that this thing or this personality of edgy sharpness is a facade. Wrong use of the word Facade, child. This is as real as it gets to a full blown bitch hurling spears into your pockmarked face. I am two faced. I am a bitch. But that's how I survived, isn't it? I'm not like you, forever licking people's feet for a little attention and crying about how I'm so sad and so pathetic. Being this way made me stronger and if you keep this "totally pure works" attitude up, you'll never survive the world. In a Girl's school you're supposed to learn how to survive among the best of bitches. I did. You're dead on the water.
Who am I kidding, you're barely surviving social life as it is, aren't you?
Call this a rant for now, I wanted to get this out of my system. But there's hardly a man on the planet who will rush to your doorstep on the knowledge that you're crying, or that you're sad, or that you're so upset and somewhat suicidal that he'd run to your doorstep at 11 at night to check if you're okay and freak the shit out of your father. There's only 1 guy I've seen like that and I have him. If you know nothing, don't insult people. It could come back to you harder than you expect.
Anyway today is Facial day at the new place (this isn't really a choice. My mother was all "YOU NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT YOUR FACE" not that I regret it or don't like it or anything, it's soothing and fun~). Yesterday was pretty much just blowing up at people and oh oh oh I got my hands on the new Sims 3 Season Expansion! So overjoyed, I was only going in to get supernatural but NO RIGHT THERE ON THE SHELF IS SEASONS.
Found it in Star Vista (?) the new shopping mall at Buona Vista. Omg that place is food heaven. Worth the trip there, I thinks, me and the BF have plans to go, so maybe when we're free I suppose. I'm uber happy because I got it on the first day of release and I've been kinda glued to it :P But it's got a lot of cool new stuff- bringing up my expansion pack total to 3. Had fish and chips yesterday, they were sooooo good. I have to be honest and say I still prefer Smiths near school, it's the only place I can get Gherkins straight out of the bottle.
Anyway got loads to do, again, sorry about the bitch post but I felt someone deserved it, greatly.
xoxo
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